Less Grumpy post

For those who I'm sure believe that I only post when I am grumpy or annoyed, thought I would post when I am in a better mood.


Valentine's was actually pretty good. Being on Sunday this year, I did spend a significant amount of time working at the church, but that was ok. Having the position I do gives me the ability to hide when I want but be social should I feel the need. Hung with the kids primarily during the afternoon, but had the chance to watch a movie with friends that night. It was really good to just be with people that I care about but aren't family. No pressure, no expectations, no demands. Really good.

I am still ruminating (ha! my big word for the day!) on other topics. I am doing better at being content in my circumstances. As you can tell, this may change from day to day, but on the whole life is ok. Good even. Not that I don't want different, but knowing that it will come is ok for now. Of course, that doesn't give me a free pass to procrastinate, which is what I have been doing of late. I have put off so many things that they are looming large and must be tackled asap. Blech. Not that all of them are big and hairy, I'm just a little lazy. Some of them I just don't want to deal with. Am in process of trying to get H & J into a new school here in town, so there is paperwork and doctors stuff and all that junk that has to be dealt with. Bills to pay and work to do that I don't really want to mess with, but mess I must.

Anyway, kind of pinging around here, but wanted to let everyone know that I am not quite so emotional all the time. :) I do have my ups and downs, and I know that I have family and friends that read this who probably worry a little about me. No jumping off bridges here. Just an occasional pity party. Thanks for listening (reading) though. And praying. Couldn't make it without that.